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Whether I am on a deep journey to find answers to questions I've been pondering for years, looking for a location to shoot a How To Live A Mythic Life video, or am trying to decide if I should reach to hold his hand, I need my compass! Often times I make choices based off what feels "right" in the moment. The problem with what feels "right" in the moment, is that my psychological state is ever changing and my beliefs aren't always connected to physical reality. A much more reliable compass then, is my heart! The answer is not what feels "right" it's what makes me FEEL. Feel the most connection, feel the most oneness, feel the most LOVE! Trying to find your answers based on what feels "right" can lead you to WRONG conclusions! How To Live A Mythic Life *BONUS* *beat beat beat* Yep, my heart is in my chest, off I go to explore a new day!
Happy Saturday my friends! Love, Phoebe Dykstra Itching to clear yourself out of what is not serving you and begin to engrave the teachings I am working with? Head to my blog MyMythicLife.com: at the top of the homepage click “READY TO LIVE YOUR MYTHIC LIFE?” 👑 My Mythic Life theme song available on iTunes! “Who Do I Want To Be?” By: ME, Phoebe Dykstra! . . . . . HELP ME BUILD MY DREAM! BE A PART OF MY MYTHIC LIFE: BLOG: www.MyMythicLife.com INSTA: @phoebedykstra TWITTER: @phoebedykstra FB: /itsphoebedykstra YT (SUBSCRIBE): Phoebe Dykstra 2.0 - looking for answers quotes - searching for answers in life - right answer insurance - where is my compass - compass online - live compass - compass apps for android - heart centred meditation techniques - heart meditation - guided heart meditation - guided by the heart - ayahuasca - ayahuasca ceremony -
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AWESOME OR CRAP?! Phoebe Dykstra of My Mythic Life gives traction / pre-review to old pal Ed Sheeran and Justin Bieber’s NEW song "I Don’t Care" My MYTHIC song: "Who Do I Want To Be?" available on iTunes, Spotify & Amazon! Love, Phoebe Dykstra ed sheeran's new song - don't care - justin bieber songs - i don't song - bieber news - baby ed sheeran - i don't i don't i don't - don't ed sheeran lyrics -
How can I get to where I want to go, find the answers to my deepest questions or achieve my goals, if I don’t believe I can or if I just quit? BELIEVE it’s possible and KEEP LOOKING! Creating these How To Live A Mythic Life videos is a ride! I put myself into the energy of the lesson for the 5 days (I film on Tuesday, edit during the week and share on Saturday) – This week’s video is about believing in myself and not quitting. Not only was this exactly the lesson I needed to dive into, but during filming and editing I was being challenged (by wind, not having proper equipment, I wasn’t able to add photos on iMovie so had to use my computer which is slow AF, poor wifi) but I BELIEVE that the finish product will get posted and I will not quit, I will KEEP LOOKING. Heck, I even have a *BONUS* video featuring the greatness of Thomas Edison, Elon Musk and me, Phoebe Dykstra! Happiness is the feeling that EVERYTHING is exactly deliciously as it should be.
If in any situation, I cannot find reasons WHY everything is as it should be, I will KEEP LOOKING, fully trusting that they are there. Once I find the “WHY” – I flip it into being the best thing that has ever happened to me. This is internal work, for my HAPPINESS! Go ahead, give it a try. WHAT IS NOT AS IT SHOULD BE? Now, dig deep. Let go of guilt and shame. How can you make this thing you view as negative, the best thing that has happened to you? I’m interested to hear your stories and please, share your feedback! Love, Phoebe Dykstra . . . . . HELP ME BUILD MY DREAM! BE A PART OF MY MYTHIC LIFE: BLOG: www.MyMythicLife.com INSTA: @phoebedykstra TWITTER: @phoebedykstra. FACEBOOK: /itsphoebedykstra YT: Phoebe Dykstra 2.0 (SUBSCRIBE HERE: https://tinyurl.com/y5g3pq8e) Yesterday I got to step in for a cameo on Haida Gwaii High, a film project my boi Patrick Shannon (@evilpatrick) is leading with the local high-school students, here in Masset, on the island of Haida Gwaii. With Sita (@sitakiora) and Lumina (@lumina232) having my back, I play the leader of the "Crocs."  We are the misfits of the school. The irony to me here is that year's ago, I was deathly allergic to the rubber, no, plastic, no, "croslite" slip on. The chemicals didn't cause the allergy, I just thought they were super lame. 14 year old Phoebe was not impressed. Fast forward 17 years and there I was, in Vancouver (in the winter time) on a mission for a pair of Crocs! I was on my way to Tierra Mitica (@tierramitica), in the high jungles of Peru for an advanced self development workshop and collective art party, where the #1 choice footwear is, my arch nemesis, the Croc. It was a miracle that I was able to find these knock offs!  Up to the check out we went, me and my new shoes! I can't go into too much depth of my love for these super sweet slip ons as I must save my footwear gushing for when I speak on my relationship to my number 1 boot. But I will say, I just LOVE that this role was offered to me, at this time of rewriting previous judgements. Everything is exactly, deliciously as it should be!  I am looking forward to how things will progress with my involvement with Haida Gwaii High, who knows, maybe one day I will get to be a part of the Blundstones crew!
Tata for now. (Should that be my closing tagline?) Love, Phoebe Dykstra Holy shit I’m back.  I lost myself there for a minute. For a minute I mean, 2, almost 3 weeks! For everyone following my story, you know that I had been working at the local coffee shop to do the hard work myself, to get out of debt. Debts that I had created from beliefs that I would never lower myself to a 9-5 / beliefs that magically money would come to me. I had been lost, not able to make choices, so was surviving by using my credit card for everything I needed and wanted.  The coffee shop was my only way of making the money I needed to keep moving forward, it was my structure and it was my ground. I had grown from rejecting the idea of ever having a coffee shop job, to embracing it and was about to order myself a hoodie that says BARISTA. I was proud. I grew to enjoy small talk and connecting even on the surface level with people. As a newly ex vegan, I surprisingly loved steaming milk! Without going into great detail, I’ll just say that I had, had enough. I let go of my intention to work there for the rest of the year, but when I quit, it also felt like I quit on myself. I started to doubt My Mythic Life and it’s direction. Without my reference point, I began to spiral off track. I was sick with a bad cold so my head got foggy. I was feeling depressed and was trying to come up with a plan to get off this island, run away, classic. Negative emotions and beliefs were sticking to me and growing bigger and bigger. I wasn’t myself. I was getting hooked in by a distraction. It was trying to pull me off my path, it was an illusion but I was fixated on it. Everything is as it should be. During this time, I got my tax return! It was more than 2 weeks of pay at the coffee shop! I put my every 2 week payment against my credit card!  Tourist season is starting to pick up here on Haida Gwaii so there are more and more house cleaning jobs coming up. I set my rate and off I went! I’m loving it! Word is starting to spread that I’m a spectacular cleaner (it’s true!) and opportunities are popping up like crazy. I get to make my own schedule, don’t have a boss and get to give people the gift of CLEAN while I listen to podcasts to learn or ceremony music to take me into my own deep cleaning! I was back in work mode! But still in the funk, wondering if I should give up on My Mythic Life dreams... When I got a message from someone with a vital skill, wanting to help me (for free!) - I almost bailed on our call! The same day I was gifted a horse riding saddle. The Universe was screaming “GET BACK ON YOUR HORSE, PHOEBE!” The greatest power is sticking to my commitments, no matter what! I wiped the saddle down, placed it on top of my stool and accepted the incoming video call. Trust. I went from grey to a rainbow hummingbird in this 3 hour meeting. My people are showing up. He’s going to help me so I’m able to generate income through my blog! I hopped out of bed the next day, bursting with inspiration, I did a 6 hour cleaning job and returned bottles to the depot for that extra bit of cash, I also find it extremely satisfying, makes me happy for some reason! It’s tempting to accept these crazy offers from people wanting to send me money to get me out of debt, but this is part of my journey. I’m learning so much from this! Guess what! As a way to bring in some cash, and to offer something to the people who are here with me at the start of this mythic journey (well some of you have already been here 8 years!!!) I’m going to be releasing a t-shirt!!!! It’s going to be simple but it’s going to be important to get things moving here! I know the support will be through the clouds!! Today I found a friend who is going to bring my logo vision for My Mythic Life, to life, (for free!) - I’m sending him my ideas tonight, I can’t wait to see it! As for my month of being money smart: I am still buying the NO NAME food. I take my own basket, shopping, no waste, NO NICKLE. I get whatever is in the fridge when guests check out of spots I’m cleaning, score! I bought a pair of jeans and a $5 bag of clothing from the THRIFT STORE. I got my protein powder on a GIFT visa. My friend TREATED us to sushi. I used the BOTTLE DEPOT cash for gas. I’m making coffee AT HOME. I have saved enough money that I am able to put $500 against my card right now so I can go into May owing less than 3k. GUESS WHAT! My credit card is down to $2,995.05!!!!  I don’t plan to cut up my credit card like I see online from the #byedebt community. I’ve engrained new spending habits, with new understanding for treating myself. I’ve gained a new grounded understanding about money. Oh yeah baby, I am powerful! I’ve now learned from my spontaneous trip (which turned into a 4 month long journey) to South East Asia. I’m not going to jump on a plane tomorrow, just because I have a credit card and “can.” Once I’m not owing, It’s going to be so cool to purchase something with money that is now rightfully mine to use! I’m sure the hype will quickly wear off but dang, what a ride! #ByeDebt  Thanks for reading and check back on Saturday for my new How To Live A Mythic Life video on believing it exists and perseverance - “Keep Looking!” Love, Phoebe Dykstra . . . . . HELP ME BUILD MY DREAM!
BE A PART OF MY MYTHIC LIFE: BLOG: www.MyMythicLife.com INSTA: @phoebedykstra TWITTER: @phoebedykstra. FACEBOOK: /itsphoebedykstra YT: Phoebe Dykstra 2.0 (SUBSCRIBE HERE: https://tinyurl.com/y5g3pq8e) How to live a MYTHIC life? Give a fuck about what is IMPORTANT! “Any light shines brightest at it’s core. So my love for myself must be strongest. Then for my loved ones. Then for the rest of the world. If I do not love myself first, my love for others is fake and hollow.” - Mikis Hasson I have had a rough couple weeks. I was sick, I quit my job, I’ve been fixating my mind on a handsome illusion and I haven’t been putting energy into My Mythic Life. I’ve been in a foggy funk. So when it came time to work through pillar #9 and prepare to film this week’s How To Live A Mythic Life video, I was hit with a wall of resistance. It didn’t help that the concept of this week’s teaching has many layers and is the most controversial! “If it doesn’t serve my happiness, I don’t give a fuck!” I spent two days listening to The Subtle Art Of Not Giving A Fuck to try to understand more. I discovered that I have been giving so many fucks to so many things that are NOT important, that do not make me happy! Worrying about what others think, ect. I’ve now officially taken back all the fucks I had been throwing around and into places that didn’t serve my happiness and will now use them for what is important and makes me happy! If it doesn’t serve my happiness, I don’t give a flying fuck!!! No resistance wall can stop me from keeping my commitments, damnit! Here is this week’s How To Live A Mythic Life video, RIGHT ON TIME! I’m feeling magic starting to sprinkle in the air. Yesterday I was given a (horse riding) saddle! Last night I had a 3 hour video call meeting (sitting on the saddle) with a man who was sent by the gods to help me level My Mythic Life the fuck up! I’m back on the horse baby!
Off to deep queen clean a lovely woman’s home, because, getting back to what is real / doing something that makes me happy / I am way too good at cleaning (thanks psychedelics!) and #byedebt! 💥BOOM💥 Ready to clear out what is holding you back? Want to begin to engrave the teachings I am working with? Head to my blog MyMythicLife.com -> at the top of the homepage click “READY TO LIVE YOUR MYTHIC LIFE?” 👑 Song available on iTunes: “Who Do I Want To Be?” By ME! 🎶 Love, Phoebe Dykstra . . . . . HELP ME BUILD MY DREAM! BE A PART OF MY MYTHIC LIFE: BLOG: www.MyMythicLife.com INSTA: @phoebedykstra TWITTER: @phoebedykstra FB: /itsphoebedykstra YT: Phoebe Dykstra 2.0 How to live a mythic life? My DIRECTION! Right now my POSITION is: *Feeling under the weather, not 100%. *Living at my parent's house. *I am in debt. *I have no job. *I am single. *I don't have a pet. Worrying about and over analyzing my POSITION is meaningless. It takes me into a negative downward spiral, where I feel f*cked. It is an excuse to do nothing. No matter what my POSITION is, I can always choose to focus my intentions and resources on where I want to go, my DIRECTION. DIRECTION: *FEELING HEALTHY, 100%! *LIVING RESPONSIBLY IN MY OWN HOUSE! *HAVING MY OWN MONEY! *HOSTING AND PRODUCING MY OWN TV SHOW! *LIVING MY MYTHIC LOVE STORY WITH MY ROCK SOLID MAN. *HAVING THE BEST DARN PET AROUND! Focusing on my DIRECTION gives me confidence. It gets me excited for where I am going. It motivates me. My mantra right now is: IT'S NOT ABOUT MY POSITION, IT'S ABOUT MY DIRECTION! (And of course having GRATITUDE for what is here now.) *BONUS* Song Title: Who Do I Want To Be? Artist: Phoebe Dykstra (me!) Support my creativity: https://tinyurl.com/y5fqz5by If this message is exactly what you needed to hear today, please share! Love, Phoebe MYTHIC QUEEN Dykstra . . . . . HELP ME BUILD MY DREAM, BE A PART OF MY AUDIENCE! SUBSCRIBE HERE (THANK YOU!): https://tinyurl.com/y5g3pq8e FOLLOW ME! INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/phoebedykstra/ TWITTER: https://twitter.com/phoebedykstra FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/itsphoebedykstra For my whole life, I thought I wasn’t good at anything! A disempowering belief, I wasn’t able to overcome. This belief made me feel worthless. This belief held me back. Until now! 🔑 For your reading pleasure or... Grab your grab your headphones and lay your sweet self back. Prepare to be set FREE as we take this journey together to discover, “What Am I Most Good At, Grandmother?” This is my personal journey into myself, with guidance from my teacher, Mikis Hasson. With assistance from master plant teacher, Grandmother Ayahuasca. What Am I Most Good At, Grandmother? By: Phoebe Dykstra And I sat there in the hot seat, shaking. Eager, anxious, excited for what's to come. Mikis lit a new tobacco stick. He looks at me. "What am I most good at, Grandmother?" Is the intention I'm given for our first night of drinking Ayahuasca. For as long as I can remember, I've had the belief system that I'm not good at anything. How ridiculous. But deeply engrained. Where did this belief come from? How could it even be true? I layered up, white dress on top and we walked through the jungle to Casa Blanca. It was pouring rain tonight so ceremony was being held indoors. Our mats were set up for us, our Shipibo shamans sitting in the dark, I couldn't see their faces. I felt star struck to see them wrapped in their hand embroidered fabrics, that I've known so well for the past year, leading up to this moment. Sara from our hosting team, with power and gratitude led us in calling in and giving thanks to the directions. "We call on OTORONGO! JAGUAR!" This was now real. We were led one by one up to the shamans to have tobacco blown on us and handed a small cup of the plant brew. I went to my mat, sat cross legged, like a warrior, closed my eyes and bravely asked. "What am I most good at Grandmother?" I had drank Ayahuasca before, but this time I was going in with tools to navigate the experience. I was to ask my intention and wait for a response. I was to continue asking Grandmother Ayahuasca questions surrounding my intention, until I got an answer that made me FEEL. This can take hours and can be extremely challenging detective work. I was to dig, dig, dig through my subconscious, until I found my answer. I had 4 hours. The shamans began to sing their Icaros, which was my cue to lay down on my mat. I lay my arms by my side, palms up, knowing I was not to move for the duration of the ceremony. Not only was I not to fidget, I was forewarned that my body would try to distract me from getting to my answer so, no matter what happens, to be strong and focus on my intention! Adam from our hosting team came over, put a big blanket on me and tucked me in. It felt comforting to be tucked in by a strong man. I put my scarf over my eyes. Laying for 4 hours without moving sounded next level challenging for someone with a diagnosed ADHD mind. There was no way I could also go that amount of time without opening my eyes to peek at what was going on around me! I was now comfortable. Niloufar from our hosting team came over and whispered in my ear. "I need you to take the scarf off your eyes. It's not good symbolism. You can do this!" I trust and allow her to remove my scarf. "What am I most good at, Grandmother?" Distrust crept into my mind, I wondered if the Ayahuasca was watered down and tonight's ceremony was a placebo to see if we could get our answers without the plant teacher's help. Even if I wasn't feeling the medicine, I was instructed to work. "What am I most good at, Grandmother?" Nothing. "What am I most good at, Grandmother?" I began to have a remembrance of being in the high-school band. I tried out the clarinet, I didn't enjoy it. I tried out drums, it was complicated, I didn't like it. My mom paid for my piano lessons, I remember being pretty good, I even went into competitions. I didn't like practicing and my piano teacher Thalia always came over when celebrity gossip TV show "Entertainment Tonight" was on. I quit. I remembered taking a pottery class, one class. I remembered taking dance classes, they felt too structured, I hated going. I started to think about how much I love ecstatic dance, unstructured, freeform dance. "Am I most good at dancing, Grandmother?" All of a sudden I could feel the Ayahuasca repairing my weak knees. The sensation was unlike anything I've felt. I wasn't having visions of my knees being worked on, I was fully present, feeling a force inside my skin, in with the blood and muscles, healing my knees! I stayed with this for a while, it was astounding! My teacher, Mikis said that my body would try to distract me but he also said that the right answer is the one that makes you FEEL. I am feeling! "Am I most good at dancing?" My right knee and thigh made a really strong twitch, one that could have been seen across the room. I got the feeling that my body was giving me answers! I've sat with Ayahuasca many times and have never had a visionary experience, maybe this is my way of getting answers, through my body. "Grandmother, is dancing what I am most good at?" My thigh began to twitch really hard. My feet and ankles shot out to the side. My feet then went into a deep arch as if ballerina slippers had been put on my feet and I was on stage about to begin a performance. I could feel the hosting team walking around the room, could they read my mind to know if I am working or distracted? This work is for you Phoebe, focus. "Am I supposed to be a ballerina, Grandmother?" It seemed crazy but it was the answer that was making me feel! I could see how it could make sense, I had just began loving baby pink and I've already gone through much body and identity struggles in my life, so I'd be strong in that aspect. Really though, a ballerina? How the energy was moving through my body, I wondered if I'm meant to be an energy healer, something shamanic, or maybe a channeller. "Am I most good at energy work, Grandmother?" All of a sudden I had Justin Bieber laying down and I was doing a form of energy work over his heart. Gently tapping his chest. I then began to think about the masculine and the feminine, about having a partner one day. "Am I most good at being a partner, Grandmother?" (Specifically meaning, Justin Bieber's partner.) I then went into imaginary situations of us buying sheep carpets and giant crystals together for our new home. Would we live together or would I want my own home? Would I want him to be in his masculine and buy me my home or would I want to work and pay for it myself? Would I even want to be with him or do I just like the idea of him? Maybe "I just need somebody to loooooove..." The thought crept in that maybe I was distracted... I hear Aura, "Dear Argonauts, the first ceremony of your Mythic Voyage is now over..." Thank goodness, by this point my body was ACHING! Sara came over. I was stiff, I could hardly get my legs to work. She helped me to stand and walk over to get my shoes on. I worked hard during ceremony. I wasn't going to tell Mikis and the group the part about Justin Bieber. We walked through the jungle, single file, back to Okopua, our lodge, where we had Chamomile tea to calm the effects of the Ayahuasca. We sat around the table before heading to bed to get some rest. We had a big day of work ahead of us! In the hot seat the next day, I did as Phoebe does, I told everyone everything! "... and then Justin Bieber and I went crystal shopping for our new home!" Everyone in the group (minus Mikis and his helpers) began to laugh. I laughed too. Then shuddered. The hot seat had turned into my TV hosting stool. I was back on camera, the others in the workshop, my audience. I accidentally turned my "Phoebe Dykstra from MTV" on, while sharing about something very serious. This ceremony was part of the ticket to my new life, a deep and fulfilling life! This was not the time or place to put my TV personality on! Mikis called me on what he saw. He looked at me firmly, disappointed. He scolded me that I had wasted an entire night of ceremony. I felt (for the most part) that I had worked. I told him about my body giving me answers, I thought he'd be impressed. "What did we tell you about moving?" "...but I thought..." Mikis asked the group what they thought after hearing my share. Everyone (including me) agreed that I had got distracted. "A ballerina! Marrying Justin Bieber!" Mikis reminded me that my intention was: What Am I Most Good At, Grandmother? "Anything you apply yourself to, Phoebe. Was your answer." The end. . . . . . Listen to / Read “What If Nobody Likes Me, Grandmother?” Here:
http://www.mymythiclife.com/home/what-if-nobody-likes-me-grandmother-audio Are you feeling BOLD, BRAVE and ready for real transformation, to help you move forward towards living your most mythic life? You can gather more information on being a part of a workshop with my teacher, here: http://www.mymythiclife.com/ready-to-live-your-mythic-life.html These people are my family, so let them know PHOEBE DYKSTRA sent you! You will also receive a FREE night stay (value of $50 USD) when you tell them you know me. Please note: The workshops are now run with tools given to Mikis from the Ayahuasca. To help more people, they are run without the use of psychoactive plants. Thank you. The main bulk of these workshops are held just outside of Tarapoto, Peru, but the team will be heading to Lesbos, Greece in June and Joshua Tree, California in October, which I would love to be at! If my story makes you FEEL, please share. Thank you. Love, Phoebe Dykstra . . . . HELP ME BUILD MY YOUTUBE AUDIENCE. SUBSCRIBE HERE (THANK YOU!): https://tinyurl.com/y5g3pq8e FOLLOW ME! INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/phoebedykstra/ TWITTER: https://twitter.com/phoebedykstra FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/itsphoebedykstra How to live a mythic life? Stick to it! I have been f*cked the last few days and unable to post these videos as I felt like a huge HYPROCRITE! I bailed on a big intention of my own. I quit instead of STICKING TO IT. I didn’t preserver. This took me into a place of mistrust with myself. I started to spiral. I started to give up on myself and my dreams. As I watched these videos I felt pathetic. How could I have become a preacher that is not practicing! Well, as I watched myself release my old intention, I got an idea! I leaped off my bed, put my magic jeans on, bright happy pink top, reminded myself I’m a mythic queen and drove to town to ask the sushi restaurant for a job, as I had just quit mine at the coffee shop.   The restaurant manager recognized me as the happy, hard-worker he had encountered at the coffee shop! “I’ll call you!”  Feeling my trust for myself return as I AM keeping my intention to work in the service industry, for this next year to pay my debt off. It’s just going to look a bit different! *BOOM* May I proudly present, this week’s HOW TO LIVE A MYTHIC LIFE VIDEOS! STICK TO IT! CHOOSE YOUR INTENTIONS! Love, Phoebe MYTHIC QUEEN Dykstra
HELP ME BUILD MY DREAM, BE A PART OF MY AUDIENCE! SUBSCRIBE HERE (THANK YOU!): https://tinyurl.com/y5g3pq8e FOLLOW ME! INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/phoebedykstra/ TWITTER: https://twitter.com/phoebedykstra FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/itsphoebedykstra I am still under the weather, throat cold has moved into brain pain. But even with the fog, I feel clear. It’s time to fly. I feel like the morning after ceremony. I feel the pressured cage around my heart has been lifted. It’s time to fly. I feel beautiful. I feel soft. I feel me. It’s time to fly. I feel love and I want to slow down and connect with people. I feel life again. It’s time to fly. I made a courageous choice for myself two days ago. I pulled The Ground out from under my feet. I am now in full TRUST with my dreams. It’s time to fly. It feels like floating in white fluffy clouds. (That might be the cold medicine...) My heart is open. It’s time to fly. I know I need structure and routine. It’s time for me to make my own. It’s time to fly. I will be working with “make a choice and STICK WITH IT” so the Universe can work WITH me. I am on track. I am excited for the unfolding as I work towards my goals. I love that you are with me, as I create My Mythic Life. It’s time to fly. Hugs! 💜 Love, Phoebe Dykstra  |
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