What do I wanna be?
What will truly make me happy? Where do I wanna go? I don’t know! Well let’s start at the start. I don’t wanna be fake. I don’t want to simply follow trends. Shopping at H&M ‘til the end. Fake hair, fake nails, fake smile. Cutting myself trying to mend. Starve myself, depriving myself of nutrients. Going vegan. Look at my crystals, chakras! No I won’t work, I’m going to manifest abundance! Be patient, flow. How come I don’t feel good, I don’t know! What do I wanna be? What will truly make me happy? Where do I wanna go? I don’t know! Eat mushrooms, eat acid, smoke DMT. Travel the world. Disconnect from reality. It will lead me to the jungle. To drink Ayahuasca at Tierra Mitica. Now I know. I no longer need to be a slave to myself. I’m going to use my voice! I’m going to get a job, I’m going to work really hard! I’m going to get a home. I’m going to choose a man to love! I’m going to be happy! I’m going to be real! I’m going to truly, truly, feel! What do I wanna be? What will truly make me happy? Where do I wanna go? Now I know! - Phoebe Dykstra
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