If happiness is our default mode,
Why are we not happy?
* Striving to be PARADOX-FREE since December 2017*
And just like that, I have everything I've ever dreamed and more.
I am writing this update from the swanky hospital lounge, in Prince Rupert Regional Hospital. I am having a green smoothie as I wait for my husband to finish up his shift. I am happy, truly happy.
My whole life, I've wanted to be light. I thought to be as happy as I dreamed to be, I needed to be light for the whole world, so I strived to be a star.
Wanting to be a star has driven every choice I have made, since I was a young girl. Wanting to be famous is why I became a MuchMusic tv host.
Last month I was faced with a choice.
To continue to allow the celebrity on my shoulder to rule my life, or choose the man who was now kneeled in front of me.
Strive to be light for the world, however that may look... Or choose to give all of my light to this man.
I chose him.
And now, after years of struggles, fighting for my happiness, it all makes sense.
We got married right away, in Las Vegas and are making our way to Peru next month, for our shamanic wedding.
Once we celebrate in Peru and complete our advanced self development workshop with Happiness Research Centre, Tierra Mitica, we will make our way to South Africa to celebrate our love with my husband’s family!
My husband and I have been filming our mythic love story, and will be sharing it when the time is right!
We are up to some mythic shit, that we can't wait to share, but we are holding on to it, again, until the time is right!
With so much love,
Phoebe van der Wart