"Who Do I Want To Be?" - Reaction Video!

I wrote a song, during the unraveling of my personas.
We recorded it in the jungle before I hopped on the plane home.
This is my first time hearing it!
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*BOOM*

​We are all given this life, and with it comes the most exciting part of all, choosing who we want to be.
In grade 8 we are asked to choose what courses we will take in high-school, determining what schooling we will take after high-school, determining what we will do with our lives. No pressure.
I didn't have a plan.
I managed to land myself the dream position of being a MuchMusic VJ, followed by a host on MTV.
But I lost myself in the superficial parts of the job.
I quit.
I then found myself swept into the ethereal realms of the spiritual community.
I was lost again.

WHO DO I WANT TO BE?
WHAT WILL TRULY MAKE ME HAPPY?
WHERE DO I WANNA GO?
I DON'T KNOW

WELL, LETS START AT THE START
I DON'T WANT TO BE FAKE
I DON'T WANT TO SIMPLY FOLLOW TRENDS
SHOPPING AT H&M 'TIL THE END
WITH FAKE HAIR
FAKE NAILS
FAKE SMILE

STARVING MYSELF
DEPRIVING MYSELF OF NUTRIENTS
VEGAN
LOOK AT MY CRYSTALS
CHAKRAS
NO I WON'T WORK
I'M GONNA MANIFEST ABUNDANCE

THAT'S THEORETICAL
THAT'S NOT REAL
WHAT'S GOING TO MAKE ME FEEL?

I GOT CHOICE
AND I NO LONGER NEED TO BE A SLAVE TO MYSELF
I'M GOING TO USE MY VOICE

WHO DO I WANT TO BE?
WHAT WILL TRULY MAKE ME HAPPY?
WHERE DO I WANT TO GO?

NOW I KNOW.

I'm excited to share that I now have a vision for who I want to be and dreams will take me!

Understand and feel my lyrics.

I of course, am excited to pop in to an H&M as well as play in my feminine with fake nails.
I am very in tune with my spirituality, I have crystals and an understanding of the energy systems from different perspectives.
But I am so grateful to not be WRAPPED UP in these things anymore.
I feel more balanced, grounded than ever before.
Making my dreams come true!

I've always had the dream of having a song on iTunes, Spotify, etc.
Making it happen, stay tuned for release date!!
What if this song, makes the radio?
*BOOM!*

It's just the beginning!
Love, Phoebe Dykstra

Shoutout Leanne Pupeza of Wet Pussy Productions recording studio (https://www.facebook.com/WPPMythicMusic/?ref=br_rs) outside of Tarapoto, Peru, for literally leaping at the idea of recording this. Thank you for FEELING, to bring this to life. First of many. Rockstars!.

Thank you Todd Selak of Beauty and the Wind (https://www.facebook.com/beautyandthewind/) for coming up with this catchy AF guitar diddy, that will soon be penetrating the ears of the world, causing people to step up and live their mythic lives!