This was the final lead up, to the point when the PARADOX became too much!
I was fanatic about celebrity.
I had dreamed of being a part of it since I was a little girl.
I was living my dream.
At the same time...
I was entranced by New Age spirituality.
I had crystals, oracle decks, went to reiki and saw psychics from an early age.
Spirit was my drug, my study, my friend.
But I wasn’t able to find BALANCE.
I was in 2 contradicting worlds, had 2 contradicting sets of BELIEFS.
I needed to make a CHOICE!
I quit my dream job at MTV and have been on a journey to merge my worlds, ever since.
I am now consciously choosing BELIEFS that serve my HAPPINESS. I sit at my altar, in TRUST, planning my way back into the spotlight.
Knowing that it’s not about my POSITION, it’s about my DIRECTION.
I am closer today than ever before.
Where do you feel you are in PARADOX in your life? Can you find BALANCE or do you need to make a CHOICE?
If you FEEL this, please share.
Love, Phoebe Dykstra
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